I don’t know what I was thinking when I hired someone to attack me. Maybe I was bored, or lonely, or there was a void so deep inside of me that I needed something explosive to fill it.
It was supposed to be safe. A thrill. A way to break through the monotony of everyday life. It was an illusion of danger that I could walk away from as soon as it was over.
Except that it wasn’t. Because I had been in danger long before I ever invited it into my life.
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My mission is almost complete. The bubbling boil of vengeance that heats my blood might finally simmer.
She is the last piece of the puzzle. Once I destroy her, everyone who ever hurt me will have paid their debt.
It was supposed to be quick and easy, but as soon as I met her it got complicated.
Very complicated.
It was supposed to be safe. A thrill. A way to break through the monotony of everyday life. It was an illusion of danger that I could walk away from as soon as it was over.
Except that it wasn’t. Because I had been in danger long before I ever invited it into my life.
———————
My mission is almost complete. The bubbling boil of vengeance that heats my blood might finally simmer.
She is the last piece of the puzzle. Once I destroy her, everyone who ever hurt me will have paid their debt.
It was supposed to be quick and easy, but as soon as I met her it got complicated.
Very complicated.
Favorites:
Vacation Destination— I haven't had a much of a chance to vacation. I've been busy these past ten years.
Item of Clothing— All the same shit to me.
Song— Karma Police.
History or Science? Sex ed.
Swimming or Sailing? Try swimming at 6'4" with all this muscle mass. Physics is not my friend.
Pleasure or Pain? Both.
Can mistakes be forgiven? Loaded question and something I'd prefer not to discuss.
Is being happy or being real more important? I don't think one exists without the other. But, I'm not really the poster child for happiness. I'm just starting to learn about that one.
Have you ever built a snowman? Oh for fuck's sake!
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